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I never said I'd take this lying down
Created on 2004-06-18 17:24:59 (#3531554), last updated 2008-10-09
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| Name: | ♥ ♥ ♥ |
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| Location: | LA, New Hampshire, United States |
| Website: | My other el jay |
[Excuse my poor excuse]
Tell me that |insecurities|
Are what (drove me to you)



give Ashton more *HUGS* .♥.♥.♥.

One more, sad song,
Tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back,
If she only could
they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you
Could learn to see,
The door is closed and
You wish you could be




That the charade is over
And all the best deceptions
And the clever cover story awards
Go to you


All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said

Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable.. Come and take me away







Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me

Why can't I feel anything
From anyone other than you?
…And all of this was all your fault


I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life

…
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance.
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day





And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
That I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all



Because you live boy,
My world has twice as many stars in the sky..

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
10.31.03♥


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